Sometimes my life is like a certain ride on a roller coster, now I feel like it. When I succeed in something, always another thing happens. Now is the same so I am used to it just a bit frustrated, not too much thanx to my experiences and I know soon i'll look on the bright side of life (Blieeeen).
Sooo I won't be at MCM London in May, things happens, not even have my energy boost for cosplay.
I have a meter inside me. When I am totally fine with my life, with every little thing, when I have my artistic mood, I'll be able to have my boost, but if something is missing... I back from cosplay. It is a good tactic for me. I take my time.
But this doesn't mean I stop. maybe I'll be seen at other conventions and I'll work on new costumes too. So if you catch me, pls say Hi to me
I was at home after 1 year, it was crazy. Miss my friends and parties and drinking so much XD But the normal life... I don't even a bit. Srsly, I wouldn't be able to go back and live there... sadly or not.
I made 3 new tattoos, yaay 4 I have now... 1 year ago I made the Crimson Omen, now I have my long waited Griever <3 so pretteh and my 2 dragons, Angelus and Mikhail. 3 Square-enix symbole yaaay.... And This is not the end. The two dragoons need some touchup to be awesome. I want to make some words trough them with Angelic symboles. Who knows the background in the two dragons it is not a surprise
It'll look awesome. But I take my time... And I want a devil May cry one under the griever.. Maybe Ebony or Ivory. Just one of them... the old one!!!! Aaaand if FF15 finally be out and I'll beable to play trough, it'll have something for me I make another tattoo XD srsly... 10 years of waiting and love... It worth to make something
Yeah when you start... no stop... and I take my time.. Till August :_D when I go home again
So for best I'll have my touchup and Angelic writing... no FF15 bc it comes out only in the end of September.. Lucky or not
I have many many ideas XD too manny.
But these things mean a lot to me. Especially Griever. It have too many meanings.... I am the person who I am now thanks to it. And I'll carry these feelings with myself for a long time, till I die. And I won't forget even a wandering soul... regrets or not.... I still have to go to somewhere to pay my respect... But I am satisfied with Griever for the time being.
If somebody want to talk about my tattoos meanings with me, I am open. But It'll be really long, trust me. I would never make a tattoo without a meaning.
The weather is nice here, I love this Spring. I hear from my friends In my home country it is now hot as hell... I can't bear as a redhead, I faint, also here my workmates cry out when they see me how I work.. I mean I wear less clothes than most ppl around me. I don't like too cold, but hate hot too. I love the spring, it is the best for me. Not too cold and not too hot.
I'm sad that I have to wait for X-Japan one more year bc of the bad news :C I hope the whole band will be fine soon <3
Ohh and I want to write too manny things but nope.. not this time
I have a shorter hair again... yxupp the girl with waist long blonde hair is now with Jill Valentine short hair, on my back, it is pretty short
I don't regret, I feel better, sometimes miss, but have enough wig
So comfy and awesome <3 I have the msot wounderful hairdresser <3 Life is goooood <3